Yes, this journal is friends only. That does not mean that, if you are my friend, you should have access to it. It is friends only so that I may share some things that some people who are my friends would rather not know about me, or those that do know would rather not have me talk about. Also, there are some things about me that I am not comfortable sharing even with some of my close friends. If you are my friend, and you cannot see this journal, please, do not be offended. That is not what this journal is for.
Of course, this journal only exists between when the journal starts and the journal ends… and you do not talk about this journal. If you can see this journal, and this is your first night — you have to read.